Lit by Carlamaria Rutter 15th May 2014
Hiya baby girlI'm missing you so much and I can't put it in words how much I am missing you every time I think of you it makes me angry and upset because I look back and I didn't do everything to keep you stay here with us today, I hide my feelings from everyone because I don't feel like I can open up to them and I really want to but I can't and that's hurts but they don't ask how I am feeling or thinking they just never ask and that hurt, I don't think it is hard to ask someone if they are really okay and if that person want a chat then they know where to go but NO that's why I'm so angry all the time and why I'm mean to everyone cuz that's all I can how to keep my feeling in but I just want someone to hug me and tell me that everything will be okay bit it's nice to hear it coming from someone you know and love to bits, so I want you to know that I love you with all my heart and I'm missing you and wishing you was here today but I will wait until the day I die to see you lovely face I love you Elina and I will be with you soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 15th of May 2014 and will burn for 90 years and 1 day.