Hey baby girl I know I have not put up anything in the last month or two but I want you know that I have got through to level 2 farming and I'm over the moon with that and I know grandad would be too.But I love you so much and everyday I live I'm dying inside but no one can see that I'm trying to be happy and move on with live but it feels like someone is holding me back and they won't let me go, I'm tiring so hard to not broken down but I have the off day where I want to go into a ball and showily die but I know that is not the answer I am looking for and I want you to know that I'm trying to move on but the thrust is I don't want to move on and let you go cuz then I know that you are really gone......I love you so much baby girl xxxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 24th of July 2014 and will burn for 90 years 2 months and 11 days.