Hiya baby girl it is Me againThe time is getting so close for Me to come to Cornwall and I'm trying my best not to get emotional and not to get myself all worked up but I can't help it baby girl, I'm gonna try to come and see you but I can't promise anything because it's so hard for me to say goodbye to you because drop down I still wish for you to come back to us but I know that can never happen it doesn't matter how much I cry or wish for you to be back in my arms I know one day I will see your baby face again and I can tell you how much I missed you and how much we all wanted to watch you grow up into a lady and for you to bring your first boyfriend home to meet the family.Just to see you smile and hear your laugh and your voice but we never had that and we will never have that and I know that if you could you would come home to us all and tell us that you're okay and being good but I guess we all will wait until that day we can hear you again.I know you will aways be there looking down on us and thinking "please don't cry I'm here but you just can't see me or hear me but I'm here" that's is what keeps me going everyday I live without you in my life and I'm not the only one who is still hurting all our family is baby girl but drop down I know you are with Grandad and uncle nicky I bet they are taking good care of you cuz we cant do that ourselves but anyways I love you baby girl with all what is lift of my heart 💙💙💙💙 xxxxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 17th of October 2014 and will burn for 90 years 5 months and 3 days.